it was going to be a nice day in the forum

[always stevey]

I'm not even bipolar

I'm borderline

I do not get fucking highs where I think I'm fucking wonderfull one day then want to die the next

I consistently want to die everyday

People with BPD often engage in idealization and devaluation of themselves and of others, alternating between high positive regard and heavy disappointment or dislike.[3] Self-harm and suicidal behavior are common and may require inpatient psychiatric care.[4]

DP's humble dickpie obviously wasn't sarcasm according to your disorder. You lapped that up.