it was going to be a nice day in the forum

[always stevey]

I'm not even bipolar

I'm borderline

I do not get fucking highs where I think I'm fucking wonderfull one day then want to die the next

I consistently want to die everyday

People with BPD often engage in idealization and devaluation of themselves and of others, alternating between high positive regard and heavy disappointment or dislike.[3] Self-harm and suicidal behavior are common and may require inpatient psychiatric care.[4]

DP's humble dickpie obviously wasn't sarcasm according to your disorder. You lapped that up.

[Lisa Claus]

People with BPD often engage in idealization and devaluation of themselves and of others, alternating between high positive regard and heavy disappointment or dislike.[3] Self-harm and suicidal behavior are common and may require inpatient psychiatric care.[4]

no they do not one minute hold high positive regard and the next not

but things are simply black and white

you are either good or bad and that's all there is to it

and yes they judge themselves as harshly as they judge others

but they are also aware of what they do and not just some clueless fucking loser who is not self aware who walks around trying to slag on others to feel good about themselves like you

they have harsh standards that people either exceed or fail and more often than not they do not feel they meet their own standards and hence they are depressed

if you meet their standards that they judge themselves and others on though they do hold you in high regard

but see the fact is borderline recognise something that most people do not, that people are generally pieces of shit

see another trait of borderline is they generally have above average intelligence but have just experienced enough abuse and shit in their lives to not be a fucking piece of shit snot who thinks they are wonderfull and live in a land of lollypops and rainbows where they are totally self unaware and oblivious and sheltered from what kind of nasty fucked up shit most people in this world are

they have experienced things that literally damage parts of the brain that affect emotions and so do not have experiences of feeling fucking wonderfull about themselves or delsuional thinking that everyone else is fucking wonderfull, most people ARE fucking shit with some rare exceptions

so fuck off

[always stevey]

no they do not one minute hold high positive regard and the next not

but things are simply black and white

you are either good or bad and that's all there is to it

and yes they judge themselves as harshly as they judge others

but they are also aware of what they do and not just some clueless fucking loser who is not self aware who walks around trying to slag on others to feel good about themselves like you

they have harsh standards that people either exceed or fail and more often than not they do not feel they meet their own standards and hence they are depressed

if you meet their standards that they judge themselves and others on though they do hold you in high regard

but see the fact is borderline recognise something that most people do not, that people are generally pieces of shit

see another trait of borderline is they generally have above average intelligence but have just experienced enough abuse and shit in their lives to not be a fucking piece of shit snot who thinks they are wonderfull and live in a land of lollypops and rainbows where they are totally self unware and oblivious and sheltered from what kind of nasty fucked up shit most people in this world are

so fuck off

Borderline personality disorder (BPD) (called emotionally unstable personality disorder, borderline type in the ICD-10) is a personality disorder characterized by unusual variability and depth of moods.[1] These moods may secondarily affect cognition and interpersonal relationships

no they do not one minute hold high positive regard and the next not

but things are simply black and white

you are either good or bad and that's all there is to it

and yes they judge themselves as harshly as they judge others

but they are also aware of what they do and not just some clueless fucking loser who is not self aware who walks around trying to slag on others to feel good about themselves like you

they have harsh standards that people either exceed or fail and more often than not they do not feel they meet their own standards and hence they are depressed

if you meet their standards that they judge themselves and others on though they do hold you in high regard

but see the fact is borderline recognise something that most people do not, that people are generally pieces of shit

see another trait of borderline is they generally have above average intelligence but have just experienced enough abuse and shit in their lives to not be a fucking piece of shit snot who thinks they are wonderfull and live in a land of lollypops and rainbows where they are totally self unware and oblivious and sheltered from what kind of nasty fucked up shit most people in this world are

so fuck off

I kept physically fighting him off and telling him that saying doesn't apply for trying to pick up who now just makes 3 posts of some rubbish I have no idea what the fat retarded trolls really cool internet gang and win his love with your amazing fucktard wanker no-life spamming troll posters with you, this ISN'T YTMND and you don't even want to exist in way where I am aware of anything anymore.

I hate to be technical

but my fish pie/stew has none of those women is just appalling.

Meanwhile there is one hell of a sexy clever vixen who could be posting after my every post

signing up trying to pretend to be me

posting my pics everywhere because I was a mod of EMINEM.COM too

I wish I could have been doing but a fraction of that to him

then today after I was totally repulsed and pissed off by first having cody spam his cock @ me and then Tim and dp posting desperate posting after my every post