If I could think of something I wanted to do or somewhere I want to go then I could do it, problem is there is nothing I want to do and I have nowhere to go. I have no purpose, I don't even have goals anymore. I'm trapped. I have to take pills just so that it's barely tolerable ( I haven't taken any anti-depressants in about 2 weeks) but even then it doesn't change anything, it just makes it slightly more bearable.
log out, kill yourself
NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU AND YOUR ATTENTION WHORE BULLSHIT, JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE