Its a shitty opioid with a bizarre pharmacological profile beyond its opioid effects. Its a moderately strong nmda antagonist for one, which is what dissociative drugs usually are which all have rumors about them causinv long term brain damage
Its a moderatr serotonin and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, so its fucks with your system in the same way jumping on a high dose of antidepressants and then jumping off of them a week later would, fucking up your psyche's baseline

Basically, i feel fucking fried and goofy, and ive felt.this way before after binging on shitty tramadol, and ive felt this way before in the past from binging on.it. Last time it took like 3 months to feel normal again

Moral is dont take goofy ass medication, stick to.the gold standard. If your doctor tries lrescriving you ultram/tramadol tell him to shove it up his ass and just give you some fucking hydrocodone