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[Plug Drugs]

pure mdma is very hard to find around here; you never know what kind of designer research chem youre going to wind up with. I'd much rather stick with pills i can ID and be sure of what i'm taking. That leaves me with opiates, benzos (yuck), and stimulants.
If I had some mushrooms I could perhaps change my perspective on things, other than that there is nothing thats going to stop me from being on the path i'm headed down other than some girl suddenly entering my life again who inspires me or a new connection to some wicked new opiate.
I'm getting my adderall in two weeks, and that usually changes my perspective for a while (some would say that phenethylamines like amphetamines are the "true" psychedelics), and i'll probably find some motivation in me to move on.

During the "moments of clairty" during my bender, I had aspirations to go to college again next semester, maybe that will come back to me, hopefully. Its become clear to me now that drugs just aren't offering what I thought I could find in them.