Public Apology

[JujiDrool]

Im sorry and embarrassed. But most of all, Im REALLY deeply sorry.

I've had some retardation mental phases that couldn't control myself, since i registered was the worst experience in forum some months history. I've insulted to the most important members like maks, sex with dead people, barry, jon, camoron, ascii_genitals, etc... Words cannot express how truly sorry im for the anxiety, frustration and inconvenience that i caused.

This is especially saddening because i was founded on the promise of bringing fun social back to the internet and making the experience of posting happier and easier for everyone who chooses to laugh with us. I know i failed to get accepted on this forum.

You deserved better a lot than me. Nothing is more important than regaining your trust and all of us here hope you will give us the opportunity to welcome.

I'm going to reveal the truth about my rape history:


My father emotionally, physically and sexually abused me. I moved out at the age of sixteen, hoping to escape all the pain, only to find out that it would follow me. My psyche and boundaries were very damaged and I did not realize that because of my upbringing and appearance I attracted sexual predators.
After dating at age twenty-one, I discovered my boyfriend was a porn addict. So great was his sexual perversity and infidelity that I was at a loss to know what to do to save my relationship. Finally, after five years of relationship, i broke up and im still lonely...

He took a keen interest in me that made me feel special. I really thought he cared and wanted to help me. His acts of kindness convinced me that I had found a father figure I could trust and who would help me forget my relationship and work through my past abuse.

We got to the hotel room and to my surprise he had a key and opened the door. He went inside and I followed. Once inside he began kissing me. Shockedand terribly confused, I pushed him away and told him I didn’t understand. He said he was in love with me and had been waiting to tell me. He told mehe thought I was the most beautiful woman he ever had seen and that he wanted to make love to me.

I was stunned. I told him I could not do that as I was convinced and did not have the same feelings towards him. This seemed to make him angry and he became more forceful. Why I did not run out of the room I am not sure. Part of me felt immobilized. I felt obligated to stay and talk him down. After all I did not want to hurt his feelings!

I kept physically fighting him off and telling him that though I respected him as my pastor and as a father figure I wanted him to stop. He pushed me, tore my clothes and raped me. The ugly event seemed to last forever. It was as if I mentally checked out. I remember that it hurt, that I was crying and that he was calling me names like whore and slut and saying many derogatory things about me. As he was violating me there was a knock on the door. Apparently he had this whole thing planned and had invited others to join him. He let four strangers into the room, who all took their turn raping me. They raped me both anally and vaginally. The pain was incredible as they were very rough and forceful. After what seemed like forever I blacked out. I remember the pastor shaking me hard and slapping me across the face.

One of the most disturbing things that happened that night is that I had an orgasm. Despite years of relationship, it was my first orgasm ever. It really`confused me. I thought some part of me must be mentally sick to have experienced the pleasure of an orgasm during this horrific trauma. My only conclusion was that there was something terribly perverted and wrong with me.


That's all.

This is NOT anything I've EVER written

these 3 are not the first fake batterys on the internet either

I've had a few and a few came from EMINEM.COM too

[always stevey]

You have admitted to making numerous alts before so why wouldn't this be another one? I can see right through
your bullshit, whore.

This is NOT anything I've EVER written

these 3 are not the first fake batterys on the internet either

I've had a few and a few came from EMINEM.COM too

shit i need more EMINEM.COM posts to add to the rant log

[Mike the Man]

This is NOT anything I've EVER written

I believe you Lisa. I mean thousands wouldn't, but I do. I've seen your head, watched you trudge up Douglas Road a couple of times. No-one would rape you, not with a face like a hatful of smashed assholes. I'm getting a soft-on just remembering. Kill yourself.

[maks]

Kill yourself.

this man is wise and you would do well to heed his advice clump

[Mike the Man]

this man is wise and you would do well to heed his advice clump

Even if he does persist in using a shitty meme for an avatar.


(and smileys... oh well)

[maks]

Even if he does persist in using a shitty meme for an avatar.


(and smileys... oh well)

You're encouraging clump to kill herself which is why I advised you on your avatar instead of simply calling you a stupid faggot neg repping you and moving on with my life

[Mike the Man]

You're encouraging clump to kill herself which is why I advised you on your avatar instead of simply calling you a stupid faggot neg repping you and moving on with my life

Nothing stopping you from doing both I imagine. Do it if it completes your day, do it many times over if you get your jollies off it.

I promise I won't remind you (much) that it doesn't bother me in the slightest. ;)

[maks]

Nothing stopping you from doing both I imagine. Do it if it completes your day, do it many times over if you get your jollies off it.

I like to treat people fairly, everyone deserves a chance.

I promise I won't remind you (much) that it doesn't bother me in the slightest. ;)

That's a pretty sure sign that it does... You haven't been on the internet long, have you?