So the gist is that I went and hung out with
a few friends and my roommate's boyfriend
since she was out of town and they invited
me out to the bar. After getting trashed I
told her boyfriend that he could stay at our
place in her room since I knew she wouldn't
have minded. We both continue to get
drunk and close out the bar. We took a taxi
home (at least we didn't drive drunk) and
once we got home we kept drinking and
decided to smoke a bowl. After that it get
hazy, I only remember bits and pieces till I
woke up. I don't remember who started it. I
do remember kissing, fingering, BJ, hair
pulling, bitting, but him saying no to sex,
just foreplay and teasing. I love my
roommate, she's also one of my only closest
friends. Both her bf and I decided not to say
anything to her and say we came home and
ended the night after a shot. But I'm feeling
terrible and I'm not sure what to do. They
have an amazing relationship and I like him
a lot as a friend. Should I let a drunken
mistake ruin their relationship and probably
end our friendship?
Also from this I want to stop drinking. This
isn't the first time I've ended up at home
with a guy from a bar. Luckly they have all
been random men and not my friend's bf.
But I end up having sex when I reget it in
the morning once I've sobered up.... So I
think drinking is a HUGE problem for me.
Anyway thanks for hearing me out, I
welcome any advice you have to give.