i wish i was still on speaking terms with my exgirlfriend.. she liked how clingy and affectionate i was.. we absolutely loved each other. We'd talk every night for hours and hours.. we'd talk about how we always wanted to be together, what kind of house we wanted to live in some day, things like that..
i really miss her.. I'm probably going to go to hell for fucking that relationship up, she was such a nice person, and i broke her heart.. And it was the drugs that did it.. amphetamine made me extremely paranoid and i'd lash out at her and think she was always seeing other guys behind my back.. fuck.. hind sight is 20 20