i can be a mean GROWN UP but i'm working on self improvement, im only drinking 1/2 times a week now and not smoking weed or if i do just with people not buying anymore. i feel really weird i want something that is kind of an upper but isnt a drug or bad for you. i took a caffeine pill one time and it made me feel really weird and itchy not sure if i should try it again just being 100% sober 90% of the time is so boring