deso is teknorat 2

Dirty Beatle · 06-22-2014

Deso is not in love with me, he was just my sexy friend but probably doesn't want to be anymore because of people like rootbeer being a fucking spastic, people like you making a big deal out of that I had a sexy nice friend and making it weird

I'm weird enough, I don't need you cock blockers blowing things out of proportion.

Aren't I allowed to have a sexy young camp guy to talk to sometimes?

Ruby is ok with it because I don't have a penis but I'm getting so annoyed at the sexual differentiation in general. I'm just a god damn person, not a walking vagina. I'm half gay, Deso is half gay, you're gay, we're all fucking gay ok?

I'm hurting in my feelings steveyos, I'm insane, I don't understand people, I still want the limited social interaction I can get while locked up at home, not all the time but sometimes it's good to play with people, I know I'm not normal, I can't socialise with "normal" people because I hate them, I hate their fake nasty bullshit and their pretending to be functional adults having lunches with people and shit when the fact is it's all a farce, you go out there and that is where all the bad shit is happening and the "normal" people just trying to sweep it under the carpet and serve themselves and trying to pretend they aren't the reason the whole world is fucked up, everything is god damn fucking lie. I landed here and I don't know what I'm doing but this forum is the total extent of my social interactions. I don't want to have to take pills to tolerate anything. I might make big ramble posts, just put me on ignore, I'm going to stay off Skype and steam until I feel a bit better anyway.

And wtf do you imagine happened with Teknorat? Because frankly whatever you think went on was probably very much the other way around. Anyway I'm going to go hide in bed and you should stop your rubbish and play a game with me when I'm better. I took you off ignore but you'll probably want to put me on ignore for a bit or at least not read my essay length rambles. They are not going to be filled with joy. I am no god damn ray of sunshine ok?