lisas dad really fucked her she won't post in either me or dps threads.

[maks]

well you understand why it's blievable, after all you were getting pretty busy when you were a kid and nobody ever bothered to prosecute the babysitter

[Dirty Beatle]

well you understand why it's blievable, after all you were getting pretty busy when you were a kid and nobody ever bothered to prosecute the babysitter

yeah well unfortunately maks that's how it goes in the majority of cases, nothing ever happens even if it is reported

[maks]

except that babysitter will continue raping children, everyone he raped after you is your parents' fault

[cagordon]

except that babysitter will continue raping children, everyone he raped after you is your parents' fault

[Dirty Beatle]

except that babysitter will continue raping children, everyone he raped after you is your parents' fault

I reported that back in the 90's during their report a pedophile sweeps that incidenitly got a lot of reports and hardly any convictions just because that bothered me the most, I just wanted to put my name down in case any others ever came forward about him but the system doesn't really work like that, but yeah that bothers me, that has always made me feel responsible because what if he did grow up and continued that (the babysitter was 15 at the time). I don;t know maks. There is a lot of paper work and most of it just seems to get thrown out. I don;t know but I know if I keep stressing about it I'll end up throwing all my cloths outside and packing bags with canned beans in them and stuff. I'm 35 years old now, an adult, I have lived a lot of life in between and I got to keep whatever remnants of my sanity I have left in case I do need it.

I don;t know what was done, I was 8 years old with that babysitter, I didn;t even know what he done until I was about 11 and started to know what sex was. I know I was taken to child psychologists where I had to draw pictures and was sent to a special doctor who wanted to examine me but I got told I didn;t have to let anyone look at me there even a doctor and I felt very ashamed and I didn;t really know what the right thing to do but I was given a big talk about not letting men look at me down there and then I didn;t even know what the "special doctor" was, they did not explain that to me, my mum tried to explain to me just before we went into the doctor, she said "You know what the special doctor will do?" And I thought it was just like a doctor so I said "Look in my ears and throat" and she said, "yes.... and maybe he wants to look elsewhere" then when she was sent out of the room he wanted to look at my vagina and I didn;t want to let him so he called my mother back in and I remember him saying to her he didn't want to upset me and I was sent to a child shrink. I don't know what happened with the babysitter, nothing as far as I know but my mum is stupid and told me once it was my fault that they couldn't get babysitters and that I ruined their marriage because they couldn;t go out without us kids after that, and that';s bullshit because there were other babysitters, girl ones and even other male ones and none of them ever did anything but I really don;t know what their deal was because I was only 8 years old and in hindsight I just think they are all pretty fucked up. Anyway I've tried to go through the proper channels to do the right thing and report it to authorities, I'm pretty confused by everyone's reactions all along the line actually.

Anyway we're all going to die eventually and we are all going to experience tragedy at some point and worse things happen all the time which is certainly no consolation but we're all just stupid fucking ugly apes and I'm not participating in the farce that we are anything but.