lisas dad really fucked her she won't post in either me or dps threads.

[steveyos666]

so many words whyyyyyyyyy why are you doing this to yourself so many words that will never be seen by caring eyes, of all places to type words, and to keep doing it years after its been established this is a troll forum, ufhugh

[Dirty Beatle]

so many words whyyyyyyyyy why are you doing this to yourself so many words that will never be seen by caring eyes, of all places to type words, and to keep doing it years after its been established this is a troll forum, ufhugh

I don't need it to be read by caring eyes

there has to be a point where I have done all that I can short of killing perpetrators and then rotting in a cell for the rest of my life (I have seriously considered that) but there has to be a point where I have done all I can about it within the law and can just put it behind me and move on with life... it seems to be one of those things that that you can't ever entirely just do that.

If I could go back in time with an adult mind I would, being a kid is the absolute pits, your whole life up until you're a teenager is based on relying on adults and having to trust them when the fact is most of them are dumber and a lot more fucked up than most kids are. That's how kids end up being fucked up maladjusted adults. People need accept this kind of thing isn;t just something that happens once in a while in the news, most of it never sees the light of day and everyone tries to pretend they all have their shit together but they are all just scambling and fucking each other up trying to serve their own needs. Maybe if people were more honest and not trying to prove to each other all the time that they aren't fucked up... nah fuck it, we are one of the more disgusting excuses for animals. But at least if people were more honest and open it'd be on the table to deal with more properly but seriously who's going to? Are you going to? Am I going to? Is everyone ever going to really fix things like abuse? Or are we all just going to go on with trying to survive and make our ends meat ourselves and deal with our own psycho dramas? The latter. The latter is what everyone will do. It's a crime as old as time and we haven't solved it yet and my big posts aren't doing a damn thing. I'll stop posting and go to bed.