i gave birth to body white collected to my thighs held her there between my legs and brought my knees up high she slid out I dont know how and you left your meat all in the leaves gathering sweat from the grave and your body sister i brought you a sinister from what holes i could not crave but i'll go and be brave i'll go and get saved i only have faith in what is good and what is glee and i knew boy who built a aviary he gathered all the wood that he could carry i pulled from his chest again blight from the bees and we exchanged helium cause we're tired of ceiling i found him bucked out like a jar head his endless found seaweed from an ocean bed and he carried carvings of his own geography but had he stabbed his own out so he couldn't see i said i don't want to be your wife i couldn't stand to do this my whole life my breast milk is heavy and you don't have the strength to help me with this baby and when we pull out of each other i ask you if you can tuck me out you asked me if i could put you out you asked me if i could put you out like wildfire and drag this stuff from each other all the fluids from your mother i can barely stand in your lake disease again with your vomit up to my waist and in the hospital they asked me if i know where your parts go but i tell them your body isn't made from skin, they know