lisa's cat death watch day 2

Sorry.

[Lisa]

Sorry.

Thanks. The worst is yet to come. *sigh* my poor baby Jazzy. I wonder when it's time if the vet will make a home visit. I hate the idea of putting her in a cage and taking her to the vet, putting her on a strange cold metal table and that being the last thing she knows. Maybe I can ask if he will make a home visit when it's time. This sounds horrible but I kind of hope her heart just goes out on her one night so it just happens quietly and quickly while she's in her familiar environment. I mean I don't want that at all but she is going to die. If she can put on some weight though she could have more time but if she keeps losing weight then her organs will start to fail, she won't have energy to move. Hopefully she will start eating more with the medication then we'll have more time but if she doesn't then I need to decide to probably have her put down soon. But as long as she has some quality of life I should just try to keep her happy and comfortable for as long as that is possible. It sux a lot because I knew she would die one day but now it's like actually happening.