Anyway I think I've been getting too controlling and I need to trust him more evn though he's on the other side of the planet, he's been good for half a year now so I need to losen my grip a bit, not just for him but because I can care too much and it stresses me out.

But it turns out he's not backing away (he says) he's sick at the moment and come down with something and his internet is playing up.

I've gotten depressed though that things haven't gone as planned and he's not here yet (amongst my other problems) that is a sad state of affairs though, this situation. But I've still got the bestest friend in the world but skype is fucking with me.

I hope he feels better, never seen him sick, I'll add it to my list of worries but try and give him more space (than half the planet... But that's not what I mean) I might send a care package next week with some tim tams and stuff or something... See how much that would cost to send and what I can send and stuff.


But I should join him in sleep now.