lisa, donny's death is the best thing that ever happened to you. if everything had worked out, he'd made it to australia, you were together, he absolutely would have gotten you addicted to heroin. and deep down you know that, because you're incredibly self destructive and letting your junkie boyfriend get you addicted to heroin sounds exactly like something you would do. it's the same mindset that keeps you coming back to a forum where everyone hates you every single day for like 12 hours at a stretch