The Story of Plug Drugs - Chronicling of a Drug-Addicted Background Poster

[Plug Drugs]

then why dont you or any of your relatives have google stocks? because you didnt know and youre jsut saying you knew.

me and my family weren't on a talking basis during that period in my life; I was a shut-in video game player and occasional drug user who hated everything

[timmy]

quick plugdrugs facebook shares are plummeting get them when they hit rock bottom youll be RICH!

[juji]

I am going through opiate withdrawals and I am drunk right now this might not come out coherent
ever since i was a little boy my family used to love me so much, then when i was 12 my mom got us AOL (about 2002) and i started trolling girls on the AOL chatrooms calling them "a dumbass whore" and a "little bitch go suck more dick you cunt", then one day our AOL got shut off due to "lewd & obscene behavior" on the AOL chatrooms and my mommy got to read chat logs of all the negative profanities i was saying to people. That was the beginning of my trolling career

due to bad genes, I transformed from a cute little kid who girls my age were obsessively in love with to a mildly over-weight teenager who now had to adapt to competing for attention like all the other boring normal kids
I became a shut-in who played wc3 all day. At age 12, I drank my first mixed drink. At age 13, i smoked my first joint. By age 14, I was doing every drug I could get my hands on. I started out my drug career with a tylenol 3 w/ codeine prescription i got from my doctor for back pain (due to growing pains). After that, I was aggresively seeking any drugs I could get; I resorted to amateur shit like over the counter antihistamines and the dextromethorphan in cough medications, as well as LSA from morning glory seeds (the ones that you can buy at any gardening store). I progressed on to ambien, vicodin, and benzodiazpines (lorazepam/ativan, clonazepam/klonopin, etc).

During the first semester of my sophomore year, I was failing every class with flying colors, but I bought a bottle of adderall from my friend down the street and stayed up for a week studying and doing homework to turn all my grades around from Fs and Ds to As and Bs during the last week of the semester. I still feel that I owe the earning of my high school diploma to Adderall; without it, I would have never even began earning the credits I needed to graduate.

Over the years, I developed a large history of drug use which I remain proud of to this day. These drugs included the likes of: methadone, valium/diazepam, xanax/alprazolam, methylphenidate/ritalin, adderall/amphetamine, morphine, hydromorphone/dilaudid, fentanyl, mushrooms, alphamethyltryptamine (AMT).

When I was 17, my mom had me admitted to a mental health hospital to deal with constant panic attacks and frequent visits to the emergency room. There, using my cunning linguistic skills, I convinced the doctor to prescribe my a large dose of adderall a day, which still remains a very large demon in my life to this day.

After graduating from the mental hospital, I returned to the real world only to have the shadow of amphetamine use constantly haunt me and ruin my life. The only girl I ever truly loved left me during this time period. I became psychotic, staying up for 1-2 weeks at a time on adderall, and lashing out at loved ones and pushing them away.
The downward spiral continued for many years: I would get my adderall prescription, stay up for 1-2 weeks straight, then spend the rest of the month sedentary and trying to work myself out of the psychosis I was in.

Nowadays, my mom had finally gotten fed up with me contributing nothing at all to the world and essentially kicked me out. I am working for near minimum wage, and very much still addicted to opiates and prescription stimulants.

Hopes for the future: I may yet turn my life around and go back to school next semester for pre-med (I am exceptionally intelligent, I do read the works of many philosophers which even scholars refer to as "difficult material). Maybe one day I will become a doctor and leave my dark past behind me, perhaps using it to guide those who are in similar situations towards recovery.

2 + 2 = ?

[maks]

I almost bought $1500 worth of Apple stock 2 weeks before the iphone came out, I decided it would be better to pay off my credit card instead...

[timmy]

plain and simple - we can ponder this shit forever and still have no answer - so pipe down and think about real things that actually matter

[juji]

How do you answer 'Does she rub your cum on her back?' on the forum?

[DrHundos]

How do you answer 'Does she rub your cum on her back?' on the forum?

truthfully

[timmy]

ok so the laws of physics are theory that is still kind of new, and it is probably not perfect or close to it, so maybe in future it will be rewritten and improved maybe something can come from nothing we just dont know it yet.

[maks]

figures I take this thread seriously and try to start a discussion about fractal theory and plug drugs ignores me...

futurama philosopher

[juji]

did not read the whole thread because plug drug is a headache generator
http://www.acceleratingfuture.com/mi...entfailure.htm

[timmy]

implying there is more than one universe implying we dont just stop existing and the universe doesnt stop changing into new things and never repeats it self EVER aka shit only happens once as time does not loop around ever

[Plug Drugs]

one time during my bender, I was laying in bed trying to time my breathes per minute to see if I was 'okay' to fall asleep without my breathing stopping, but I kept falling asleep after 10-15 seconds and had to keep resetting the stopwatch.. This went on for about half an hour until a burst of irritability and motivation came over me and I said "FUCK THIS" and jumped into the shower spraying freezing cold water on me and slammed a pot of coffee...

Trying to make the pot of coffee was another interesting adventure; I kept falling asleep while at the sink trying to wash a cup out, and would drop the cup back into a sink full of dirty water and would have to re-wash it again

[maks]

maybe you're not cut out for this lifestyle, it sounds like a lot of work

[Plug Drugs]

maybe you're not cut out for this lifestyle, it sounds like a lot of work

trying to stay awake to do those menial tasks was literally the most difficult thing i've had to do in the past 5 years

[maks]

trying to stay awake to do those menial tasks was literally the most difficult thing i've had to do in the past 5 years

And you did it to yourself...

[Plug Drugs]

still not as bad as my uncle; i got over to his house sometimes and pass the time by picking xanax out of his carpet

[Plug Drugs]

i'm in bad withdrawals right now, this next 24 hours is going to be the hardest... luckily i have the day off and a 30 pack of keystone

[blumpkin blownuts]

i'm in bad withdrawals right now, this next 24 hours is going to be the hardest... luckily i have the day off and a 30 pack of keystone

don't forget the L-Tyrosine
also you should be taking 6-8 immodium, it's not just for shits it works on the opioid receptors in your gut

[DrHundos]

thats so interesting

[Plug Drugs]

well i kept thinking to myself "i'm still not content with life, what can i do????? well, i guess i could try taking more drugs..." and this would go on to the point where i literally wasn't able to manage getting a pill in my mouth and swallowing it without dropping it on the floor and it turning in to a half-hour ordeal

[maks]

what you need is more interesting things to do when you're high... and if you have to monitor your breathing you're doing too much and overcomplicating things. this shit's supposed to be fun not work

[Plug Drugs]

what you need is more interesting things to do when you're high... and if you have to monitor your breathing you're doing too much and overcomplicating things. this shit's supposed to be fun not work

i just don't know what to do, when i take two 30mg oxy instant release ( a dose that most people would find themselves in the ER after taking) and it doesnt even give me a flutter of opiate-esque effects, I have to either take more or just not do any at all... I developed a tolerance to the euphoria but not the sedative effects, which is a pickle to be in - because about 90mg got me waaay too sedated, but i needed 120-150 to feel any euphoria, so I would end up being so sedated I was incoherent but at least i was "kinda sorta" high

[maks]

i just don't know what to do, when i take two 30mg oxy instant release ( a dose that most people would find themselves in the ER after taking) and it doesnt even give me a flutter of opiate-esque effects, I have to either take more or just not do any at all... I developed a tolerance to the euphoria but not the sedative effects, which is a pickle to be in - because about 90mg got me waaay too sedated, but i needed 120-150 to feel any euphoria, so I would end up being so sedated I was incoherent but at least i was "kinda sorta" high

the obvious answer is to move on to a different drug or find something else to keep you entertained

[Plug Drugs]

the obvious answer is to move on to a different drug or find something else to keep you entertained

oxy was going to be my "one and only" though, it was going to be the one drug i could be content with forever. I wasn't expecting it to suddenly tell me "well, you've gone as far as you can go with me bro, sorry, time to move on to something stronger".

There's not much I can move on to - I could move on to methadone and just burn my opioid receptors out completely, or if I can manage to find dilaudid/hydromorphone that'll do me good for a while

[maks]

oxy was going to be my "one and only" though, it was going to be the one drug i could be content with forever. I wasn't expecting it to suddenly tell me "well, you've gone as far as you can go with me bro, sorry, time to move on to something stronger".

There's not much I can move on to - I could move on to methadone and just burn my opioid receptors out completely, or if I can manage to find dilaudid/hydromorphone that'll do me good for a while

maybe you should take a T break or move away from opiates altogether. If you're looking for euphoria there's always mdma

[maks]

spend the time reading up on fractal theory

[DrHundos]

im literally on the edge of my seat reading about your degenerate drug adventures

[Plug Drugs]

im literally on the edge of my seat reading about your degenerate drug adventures

youre just jealous that youre too anti-social and too much of a freak to get any readily available drug connections

youre just jealous that youre too anti-social and too much of a freak to get any readily available drug connections

yeah hes jealous of your crippling drug addiction