I just want to be normal now

that's right lisa sucks her drug dealers dick for fun and it's his and her's own bussiness if he happens to give her free drugs after she sucks his dick

No.

dazza was an occasional fuck buddy... he would give me a little bit of weed if he had some because believe me if you have weed and I don't you better well fucking give me some.

[Autistic Spectrum]

well i'm sure jon will take care of you when your rape money runs out

I got workers comp until i moved then they declared me permanent stationery and i got my settlement.

No lisa, i have stripper credit jon financed my car for me and i paid him back tho he would of bought me one or given me his altima if i really needed it.

That's fine cag

Just digging to the truth through your terrible web of lies :p

[Autistic Spectrum]

dazaza there's name i have no heard ina long time,,, the drug dealer lisa sucks off for meth is a specail person who loves lisa

[urkles girlfriend]

well i'm sure jon will take care of you when your rape money runs out

Well see

[Autistic Spectrum]

whatever that is for me

I was crying just now because I really wanted to do something worthwhile that helps and I don't know if I'll ever be mentally ok to do anything again.... let alone something decent that helps

I started thinking well maybe I could do aged care or something... and then I realised that I would not emotionally be able to deal with it.... and somewhere in me I keep kind of hoping that one day I will get better again and I'll be able to be functional and be able to do something worthwhile that helps again, and that's all I ever wanted and all I ever worked towards with two degrees and all the rest and the last "episode" was not my first one but each time I've kind of come out of it a bit worse and while I did come back from the "episode" And I know I'm a lot better than let's say a year ago I didn't quite come back the same.... I hoped I'd be much better by now and I'd like to think I will still get better but that might not be the case and I'm not fucking stupid and I'm all too aware of what has happened.

You have no idea how fucked up this is, I'm tough though and there are worse things in the world but it still hurts and it's very frustrating for me.

i really hope everything turns out ok lisa, this was really great to finally see you open up with your true feelings here at rubycalaber.com

[Autistic Spectrum]

you stupid bitch

[urkles girlfriend]

Starting to feel affected by this negatively.

[urkles girlfriend]

Im going to go listen to art bell and dream about aliens ^_^

[Autistic Spectrum]

jon's getting marco's sloppy seconds

[urkles girlfriend]

jon has an obedient housewife that cooks cleans, gives back messages.. and other things to but I'm a lady now. Art bell is back on the 20th so i must listen to reruns.

dazaza there's name i have no heard ina long time,,, the drug dealer lisa sucks off for meth is a specail person who loves lisa

He's not even a drug dealer dp

i challenge you to have a bag of weed around me and not have me get my hands on some of it

[urkles girlfriend]

And its pretty awesome i have a boyfriend whose totally cool with me not working

Im going to go listen to art bell and dream about aliens ^_^

You dream about pictures of yourself?

That doesn't surprise me.

And its pretty awesome i have a boyfriend whose totally cool with me not working

Ok that aside cag, do you ever WANT to do anything? if so what?

Because you could take the oportunity of having jon look after you and do something for yourself to make sure your own bottom line will be ok... that way if something ever happens and you are no longer a kept woman you have something other than your ass to fall back on.

think about it and take this chance to do something to better your own bottom line

jon's getting marco's sloppy seconds

LOL!

[Autistic Spectrum]

And its pretty awesome i have a boyfriend whose totally cool with me not working

cag you could be so much more than just some lady who folds an it professionals laundry,, you could be a sex cam girl and have a wish list for lonely guys to buy you stuff,, cag how far you have fallen and you dont even see it

[urkles girlfriend]

cag you could be so much more than just some lady who folds an it professionals laundry,, you could be a sex cam girl and have a wish list for lonely guys to buy you stuff,, cag how far you have fallen and you dont even see it

I crave the simple life. Cooking, cleaning, and waiting on Jon hand and foot makes me happy. ^__^ proud to be dependent

[urkles girlfriend]

I made pork vindaloo last week. I can actually cook it turns out pretty good it turns out. I love looking up new recipes. Going to make a flourless chocolate cake for jon soon. ^__^ hope it turns out goood

i hate your posts cag

[Autistic Spectrum]

when your rape money runs out,, have fun moving back to the mad max movie califorana has turned into

[Autistic Spectrum]

i hate your posts cag

somebody needs another 12 joints!

somebody needs another 12 joints!

i'm smoking my first one now

Your posts were better than drugs for a bit

[urkles girlfriend]

When my rape money runs out i guess ill have to go get raped again :)

When my rape money runs out i guess ill have to go get raped again :)

LOL!