i'm in bad withdrawals right now, this next 24 hours is going to be the hardest... luckily i have the day off and a 30 pack of keystone
i'm in bad withdrawals right now, this next 24 hours is going to be the hardest... luckily i have the day off and a 30 pack of keystone
spend the time reading up on fractal theory
i just don't know what to do, when i take two 30mg oxy instant release ( a dose that most people would find themselves in the ER after taking) and it doesnt even give me a flutter of opiate-esque effects, I have to either take more or just not do any at all... I developed a tolerance to the euphoria but not the sedative effects, which is a pickle to be in - because about 90mg got me waaay too sedated, but i needed 120-150 to feel any euphoria, so I would end up being so sedated I was incoherent but at least i was "kinda sorta" high
im literally on the edge of my seat reading about your degenerate drug adventures
i have a readily available sex connection (your mom)
oxy was going to be my "one and only" though, it was going to be the one drug i could be content with forever. I wasn't expecting it to suddenly tell me "well, you've gone as far as you can go with me bro, sorry, time to move on to something stronger".
There's not much I can move on to - I could move on to methadone and just burn my opioid receptors out completely, or if I can manage to find dilaudid/hydromorphone that'll do me good for a while
pure mdma is very hard to find around here; you never know what kind of designer research chem youre going to wind up with. I'd much rather stick with pills i can ID and be sure of what i'm taking. That leaves me with opiates, benzos (yuck), and stimulants.
If I had some mushrooms I could perhaps change my perspective on things, other than that there is nothing thats going to stop me from being on the path i'm headed down other than some girl suddenly entering my life again who inspires me or a new connection to some wicked new opiate.
I'm getting my adderall in two weeks, and that usually changes my perspective for a while (some would say that phenethylamines like amphetamines are the "true" psychedelics), and i'll probably find some motivation in me to move on.
During the "moments of clairty" during my bender, I had aspirations to go to college again next semester, maybe that will come back to me, hopefully. Its become clear to me now that drugs just aren't offering what I thought I could find in them.
the head shop near me sells mushroom growing kits, you could probably find them near you or perhaps online
The Man doesn't want anyone to know this but you can eat any shroom you find growing on your land and get a buzz you just have to eat more than usual, im a doctor ive studied this
into the blue again when the money's gone
looking forward to seeing all this on a very special episode of intervention
im glad i was just committed instead of intervened
it's gonna be real hard not to do drugs for a few days
good thing i have all this beer
keystone's qualification as beer is questionable at best
What a loser lmao
this thread needs more fugly aussie bush pig with a brown cunt (lisa)
:swoon: ashley