Quote Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts View Post
i (incorrectly) thought it would alleviate the hypertension-related spasming and jerking i suffered during my last few months at that army job
because the mixture of xanax valium and ativan i was taking with my morphine just wasn't cutting it
benzos cut opiate euphoria anyways; so you were looking for sedation not euphoria
there's a lot of opiate users like you, "having a good time" isn't their agenda, they just want to get as fucked up as possible for whatever reason. I like being in control